What should i do???!!!????????????

ok my family is kinda poor...like with the ressession and all but we have allways been kinda poor...and it gets me depressed sometimes..but abut anyways theres this cheerleading i want to do and its $120 a month but my dad said maybe..i only live with him...and me and my friend wanted to try out for volleyball or softball at school for highschool in september he would rather me try out fr a school sport since its easy to travel to school but i love cheerleading but i would have to take two city buses to get there from my house and its expensive but i really want to do it what shoul i do? my frind wants to do cheer too and i like cheer volly and softball but i have allways wanted to do cheerleading..